As is not uncommon in today's world,  I chose to incarnate into an abusive family situation.  The details of my childhood are too numerous and dark to delve into now, so I will jump ahead. 

Thirty-three years later in conjunction with the 1987 Harmonic Convergence,  I began an eleven year descent into Post Traumatic Stress Disorder.  My rise out of this long, dark night of the soul coincided with the 1998 Galactic-Plane Ecliptic Crossing*.  These two life-phases were also in alignment with the Mayan Calandar and the move out of the Planetary Underworld into the Galactic Underworld.*   I parallel these two significant  phases in my life with these major astrological events to show just how much we are all influenced by planetary/galactic events.

It is not unusual after an illness like PTSD to come to the conclusion, whether consciously or not,  that limitation is an illusion. By 2000 I was deeply immersed in a metaphysical journey and very much on my way back to having a full life.  I was guided to people, books, locations and life experiences that placed me on the fast-track of cosmic perspective.  Leaving New Mexico after forty years, I spent 5 years in Cincinnati where I began drawing light-language glyphs that eventually led to paintings designed to stimulate the observer through the harmonics of color.

Over these years my clairaudient/clairvoyant abilities continued to develop and I began to speak in an intuitive language.   Eventually I realized that the glyphs, paintings and language were all aspects of one multi-layered harmonic expression.  In other words, if the paintings could speak they would sound like this langauge; or, if you could see this language it would look like the paintings. 

I became aware that I have a soul agreement to share the colorful vision and voice of the Shamanic Language of the Jaguar through the cumulative harmonics of art, poetry and vocalizations.  I receive the flow of these transmissions through the M-Matrix of Metatron, Melchizedek, Michael and Maitreya -- the Four Jaguars -- the four cornerstones of the Mind of God Diamond Merkabah.

I would like to express my deep gratitude to Olympia Freeman (www.soulsmidwife.com) whose brilliant work released me from the many karmic accumulations of negative energy blocks, astral attachments, implants, and dark devices which enabled me to access my artistic abilities.

*The Alchemy of Nine Dimensions by Barbara Hand Clow
*The Mayan Code by Barbara Hand Clow






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